Recently, I've been writing a book about Oprah's formula to success. While I'm writing this Ebook, I learned about Oprah's self-therapy. The queen of talk likes sharing what she's going through even if it sounds difficult to share to others. Oprah was brave for saying that she was raped, got pregnant at 14, and dated older boys as a teen. But look at her right now. She's one of the woman I look up to! Inspired by Oprah's mantra to finally breathe and let go of this feeling, I'd like to break the news that I am pregnant, again. It was only me and Jhe who knew about this.
My son is only turning nine months this Tuesday. We found out about my pregnancy last week of August, so we count that I am on my second month now. I had my last period on July, and due to my husband's comment on my growing belly and missed period, we did the home pregnancy test.
The first test was confusing. The other line was not clearly seen. We tried another kit. And in just a minute, it showed two lines. We're positive! Silence filled the room for several minutes. Jhe's face was blank but I was sure he's nervous. I could feel tension and a roller-coaster of emotions between the two of us. I, on the other hand, was dramatic and awkward that moment. I cried. Jhe let me cry then comforted me afterwards while cheering me up.
In the end, we wanted this. It's just that it's not meant to have another child again. My mom could be angry, as well as my family. I knew they were just thinking about my good. But here in my belly is a life and a blessing. No matter what people will say, I'll love this baby as much as I love my first born.
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| A glowing, preggy me with my first baby |
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