I Cried

I cried this morning. I just...missed my life.I feel crazy and desperate.  I sit here in front of my laptop, lifeless, uninspired, unmotivated. What's wrong with me? I said I'll never write if I don't feel well or if I'm sick. I wanted my blog to be a happy place. But look at me. I don't even look happy. How can I make my blog a happy place? I know right. I lost my mind and I really need motivation and that I don't know where to find. Is it reading a new book? A new magazine? Cuddle with my son? A cup of coffee. I just wanted to rest. My goodness. I can't even do all that stuff no matter how fun it sounds. I just want to sit here. Wait until I found that motivation and hopefully I'll do. My client at work was really demanding. They want me to revise that Ebook I wrote last week. I just don't want to write for these people anymore. Okay too much for these. I'll get back and write here once I  found that motivation I'm looking for.